The Last Inko

  • March 19, 2010 11:26 pm

Hi everyone else who is writing their blogs last minute like me!! Hehe, I actually find it kind of exciting.  Like waiting to the final day the homework is due to turn it in, or rushing to class deliberately when you know you have 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 seconds left.  It’s the dorky kind of intense, but hey, at least I’m not some drama hungry psycopath or pathological lier to make my life interesting.  I’m totally real, what you see is what you get.  That’s just how it goes.

So!  A new topic!  I’m watching flashforward, and it’s averagely interesting.  Semi-predictable, a little overdramatic at times.  But I really like the guy who is the same actor who played Charlie from lost.  Holy Oh My God, that show used to be amazing.  USED to be, now it’s just rediculous.  I suppose it ended after the third or second season, the actual likeableness of it.  Not it’s just really obnoxious and annoying and really REALLY dramatic.  Not like “look, a fire!”  but like “Ohman!  We’re gonna die We’re gonna die We’re gonna die We’re gonna die  HELP ME HELP ME HEELLLPPPP ME!  NOW! *makes dramatic dying noises before sitting up again*  Oh wait, nevermind, that wasn’t a REAL fire, that was just the smoke monster turned person going on a wild toothless rampage dressed as a gorilla who is dressed as a cat.  My bad, I get those two confused sometimes.”

Yep, it IS that bad.  (okay, maybe not, but I feel it would be appropriate to be overdramatic while describing that show, just to prove the irony.)

Ahhh, this is really long.  INSANELY long.  It’s a giant ramble, and I still need to comment.  So, here’s how it’s gonna go; I’m going to turn all of this into a random-poem.  Just please, don’t expect it to be good.  Just because this sucks doesn’t mean my other poems suck.  Really.  Go look at them, not whatever this monstrosity is going to be.

She sings of a song

a beautiful dream

even though her throat breaks

inbetween every rest she takes

The music plays on

he’s sitting in the front row

she focuses anywhere else

tries not to lose all sense of self

Her father, he plays

a weeping guitar

Her mother is gone

replaced by a brilliant star

The father of her mother

was a man of war

Bombs fly in the air

children grow up learning to swear

Family can be a tree

or a long twisted vine

thank god her family

is nothing like mine

Blackbird, Bluejay

  • March 11, 2010 6:19 pm

“Blackbird singing in the dead of night

take these broken wings and learn to fly

all your life

you’ve been waiting for this moment to arrive

Blackbird, fly”

-The Beatles

Bluejay singing in the light of day

make sure you dry your tears, fly away

for some time

you’ve known you can go so far in the sky

Bluejay, up high

-Me(:

remember when…

  • March 2, 2010 7:14 pm

remember when the sky was blue?

it would unwind, it would do anything we asked it to

remember when the glitter flew?

it was cold and snowy, yet into something different you grew

remember when you wrote me a letter?

it said all the things that make me feel better

remember when I doubted you?

something was wrong, something that didn’t fix itself

remember when you stopped and answered?

remember when you stopped answering?

Ballerina Insomnia

  • January 22, 2010 8:02 pm

she twirls like a ballerina perfectionist

waves dance to the tune of her feet

he walks in the rain

barefeet, the smell of concrete

he takes photos by the shore

tired, lost

he can’t look anymore

insomniac beats

twist around their feet

never noticed the warning signs

never thought of the other side

coffee-drunk mornings

wildberry nights

she fights to keep breathing

he leaves flowers by her bedside

Timmy!!!

  • January 19, 2010 11:33 am

Who is Timmy?  Well, Timmy is simply, Timmy.  Not Tommy, like they always call Timmy Turner from the Fairly Odd Parents.  His name is Timmy.  He lifts weights.  He is sitting next to me RIGHT NOW. And you all are jealous.  I don’t lift weights, so I wouldn’t understand how Timmy ran into Meg there.  Oh, and apparently some machine almost killed him, but I doubt that since he is so strong and muscle-y.  Yes, that’s right.  Timmy is a muscle man.  Even if he almost got crushed by the calf machine.  Timmy is also “freakishly flexible”.  This sometimes scares me.  Okay BYE!

Newjersey(:

  • January 18, 2010 9:08 pm

Haha so over the long weekend I went back to NJ, which is where I was from before I moved here.  It was really, really fun!!  So cool to see a lot of my old friends again.  The ride up was long, maybe like 6 hours?  But I’ve had worse so no big deal haha (:  I read Harry Potter and listened to my ipod and watched Justin Timberlake on Saturday Night Live.  And then when I finally got there I didn’t get to see my friends for the first night since we left at 5 and got there around 12, but I went to Sara’s (basically my best friend in the entire universe) casa in the morning.  We went to the mall and because I forgot socks at home, we each bought a pack of neon socks.  Those are THE COOLEST socks I own now, even if they did cost 14$ <3.  Then we went to a store called Garage, and I got a striped sweater.

“THE BEST TIME TO WEAR A STRIPED SWEATER IS ALL THE TIME!”  -Spongebob Squarepants.

THENNNN we went to H&M and got this really cool flower hair thing for my hair (haha obviously) and a striped black and white shirt that makes me look like a convict/mime.  THEN!  Then we tried this really cool-looking tea place that I forget the name of, and they made the tea really cool-ish but it tasted semi-nasty.  So, I didn’t drink all of it.  Then we went to a restaurant with her family/ family friends and ate a lot of food.  Like, A LOT.  Almost everything I had was wrapped in bacon.  I’m still apologizing to my arteries.  Then we went back to her house and watched Ghosts of Girlfriends past and Music & Lyrics (aka THE best movie ever) till like 2.  We also had this really fun photoshoot and then edited all the photos, so that was really fun.

And then on Sunday we saw The Lovely Bones with Paige and Megan and had pizza and starbucks before.  I smuggled in my starbucks because apparently my jacket has a cupholder hahaha? Who knew!  The movie was really good but really sad, just like the book.  Haha but before the movie we were running around Bath and Body works, Paige screaming “LOOK ITS A FRIENDSHIP DUCK!  A FRIENDSHIP PED EGG!  FRIENDSHIP SOCKS!” and me and Sara and Megan laughing endlessly.  After the movie we spontaneously drove around town taking pictures at random places like my old middle school and the high school I never went to.  It was soooo funny.  Then later I went to my other friend Julia’s house and we just talked and laughed and caught up with each other and ate chips and that was really fun.  Haha then I went back to Sara’s and watched that 70’s show and 500 days of summer.  Summer bugged me endlessly in that movie.  Then we fell asleep at like 3 and the next morning, I left ):  I miss them already and it’s only been 11 hours aha <3

Syllables

  • January 13, 2010 7:51 pm

syl ♥ la ♥ bles get tangled on my tongue

my stress isn’t tan ♥ gi ♥ ble

but my head is un ♥ live ♥ a ♥ ble

this air, it’s not breath ♥ a ♥ ble

without you near

eyeshadow, it fades

eyeliner can cover insomnia

I know I look happy

But then again, so do you

Lost love

  • January 13, 2010 7:35 pm

This weekend I’ll run

I’ve been packing for days

this town isn’t small enough

to trap me in a cage

Passing notes disappear

Missing magicians reappear

Pour lost love down like rain

Save them from drought

I keep waiting for someone to figure me out

Snow amilliontimesplease

  • December 18, 2009 6:20 pm

‘maybe’s and ‘might’s

ice cubes out my window

illuminate this desperate night

waiting on a single sign,

sitting by the fire

Thinking about a million things

but snow is the easiest desire

dancing fingers against my window

skeleton branches on a tree

dreaming of a snow covered ground

dreaming, same as me

so can it snow?

a million times please?

When You’re Gone

  • December 18, 2009 5:58 pm

Hey, anyone who needs some great music to listen to, I don’t know if you know the song “When You’re Gone” by Avril Lavigne?  The music video is AMAZING.  I cried the first time I saw it.  It’s about an old couple where one has passed away, a pregnant wife who’s husband is off in Iraq, and a young couple in love who’s parent won’t let her see her boyfriend anymore.  It’s really really incredible and Avril Lavigne is amazing.  Okay, what are you waiting for, go look it up!

(P.S. anyone who reads this line, I will bring you a cookie.)

((not really (; ))